My world

To love someone,
Is to give half of your heart to him,
But the thought of it,
Terrifies me.

To confess to someone,
Is to convey your feelings to him,
But the amount of courage it takes,
I don't even want to think about it.

The next best thing I'd do,
Is to avoid the two,
That way my peaceful world,
I assure myself,
Would still be as one.

Love

The whispers of the wind,
The scent in the air,
The beautiful red and white roses,

They are calling me to you.

Do you know that,
The sight of you,
Causes my heart to beat,
More than I can ever imagine?

A world I never knew,
So vibrant,
So full of life,
Only exists,
When you're in it.

I've become happy,
Too happy for my own good,
For the reality,
I know,
Isn't so kind.

How nice would it be,
If this was a dream?
Then I would never have to wake up again.

One last time

I could only gaze at you from afar,
You,
Whom I love from the deepest depth of my heart.

My first and last love,
The melancholic look on your face,
Shatters my heart into pieces.

If only I could reach out to you,
And embrace you for one last time.

Even if I were to reincarnate once more,
I would undeniably fall in love with you,
You,
Whom my soul is connected with.

March on,
And never look back,
As something good will be awaiting you.

If darkness were to seek you,
Be not afraid,
Look up,
For the moon will always illuminate a path.

Here and now,
I'll always be watching you,
From the infinite skies,
Until the day we reunite once again.

Farewell,
My one and only light.

Secret

People are afraid to admit their fears,
And truth to be told,
I'm one of them.

I can never look straight into a person's eyes,
For fear,
I would betray my own feelings.

Thoughts,
That I've tried so hard to hide,
There's just no way,
I'm going to let anyone find out,
Especially now.

In every heart,
Loneliness exists,
No matter the reason,
It is always there,

But that has nothing to with "anything",
Is there?

Sanity

What have I got to lose?
The answer is nothing.

Time have changed everything,
including myself,
For the better or worst,
I honestly can't tell.

As the years goes by,
I feel like I'm becoming someone else,
Part of me which makes me "me",
Is starting to fade away.

With a mask I don,
And a smile I wear,
I shunned my deepest thoughts,
In the darkness,
Where even the brightest of lights can never reach.

Lying seems like an easy way out,
And it is,
It has become my forte without my knowing of it.

Chains which ties me down,
continues to drag me deeper into the pit,
As I go deeper,
I start to lose part of myself.

Sooner or later,
I'm afraid,
I'll disappear without a trace.