What counts?

A series of events that had happened in the past made me the person I am today. How I was before, I could not begin to imagine. How I even am now, I can hardly tell. What more, the future? My main purpose in life is simple - that is to live in the present.

I once believe that I must always work harder, push myself to the fullest to have a more comfortable life but not anymore. That once optimistic thought had vanished over with time. On other hand, I have this conception that the present is just as important as both past and future. We're only blessed with one life, and with that - it is the state of NOW that we should fully appreciate and embrace.

I'm happy with my current situation, with how I am. Though I'd be lying if I said I don't wish for more. The ironic part is that I don't even know what is it that I truly desire. I think it is about time I sit down and truly analyze myself.